Friends? What friends.

Is the title meant to be a question? 

No it ain't, it is a statement.

I think this place is the only place where I can write down how I feel without being judged or worse... fired. 

I admit, this is a very selfish thing to do but; 
Although my strange, bipolar personality can be hard to handle, openly dissing me is a very mean thing to do, and makes you no better than I.

 If you openly scold me like you are my mum, because I openly scolded someone else it makes you a hypocrite.

And you, being an important friend I cherish makes you an unfaithful, unthankful and a plain shitty person. 

"Friends always accept who you are.. no matter what."

Did you hear that?

So I'm sorry that I am mean, horrible, biased, up-myself, proud, selfish and plain retarded.

Did you think that I actually want to be that way?

Personally, being a loner for most of my life I would be fine with it.

But am I really?

I have no idea.

I need friends.